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Overshare, If You Dare: 6:23 pm October 23, 2023
People tell me things- unseen, I don't believe, can't conceive, why me? They tell me stuff- that should be hush-hush, how they were too...
turnerabby01
Oct 30, 20231 min read
Hung on the Wall: May 24, 2023
Recently, I’ve been seeing so much of the old me. Who am I supposed to be? Shapeshifting, changing... Who are they missing? That little...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Down My Throat: October 10, 2023
Shit Piles, a big mound- pounded down, compacted, and shoved: down my throat. Each and everyday, something new to shovel, to file-...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Disintegrating in Real Time: September 18, 2023
Artistry takes tolls, unknown. Artistry breaks bones, I know. I sacrifice, I stake- claims into creation. I yell, I scream- begging to be...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Used Toothbrush: October 9, 2023
One of the best gifts I ever got, a used toothbrush most would think not. Phillips Sonicare, top of the line. I didn’t care if it didn’t...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Instructions Withheld: October 6, 2023
The problem is power, realized in the shower. Control- I can’t cede, a dangerous cycle- I can’t repeat. An anxiety stirs, in the midst of...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
As Above, So Below: September 27, 2023
A means to an end, you try to pretend, to be my friend, my lover? You hover on an air of importance- meaning that I am little, the ant,...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Devotion to Your Well-Being: September 26, 2023
I try not to worry- get out of my head, crying as I lay in bed. Unable to move, anxiety cripples- a sweat bead, trickles. Breath wavers,...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
"Home": September 21, 2023
Unwell, not adjusted- sitting here, combusted. My brother in arms, your gun has rusted. We fought to battle another day, endless war and...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Pity is Shitty: April 20, 2023
Death of empathy, rise of sympathy- pity: it's shitty. You find ways to relate- to satiate, your need to spill- it's a thrill, as you...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Dead Bugs: March 29, 2023
Where the fuck is my luck? There used to be so much- things keep turning to muck, I lost my truck! Misfortune and such, no opportunity, a...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
I Must Get Out: March 2023
Master of disaster, stuck in plaster. Sinking as it hardens, I dream of gardens. Peaceful oasis, away from this stasis. Problems...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
A Gift: March 2023
Tarnished metal, around my neck, a gift from you, is it a rental? Will you check? To see if it stays true, remains where you left it, If...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Sleepover: March 2023
How to talk to you, then out of the blue- you took a leap! It made me freak, we should sneak... *shhh* Hush, be quiet, my parents will...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
Thaw My Heart: March 2023
Never a romantic or so I thought. Heart of ice not nearly Atlantic, polar ice caps getting too hot. My climate, no longer precise-...
turnerabby01
Oct 23, 20231 min read
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